new year

it's this time of year again, where I'll be thinking about what i had done at my past years.
the result. . . Nothing

every year, I'll hope that this is my last year at Miri, but every year i get disappointed.
i felt that there's nothing important in my current life, no worries, no burdent, no hapiness, no nothing

valentines day is the same day with new year this year, i never had really celebrate velentine with a boy before, not sure what it will be like. bt now, i wont hope for nothing special happening, having a relationship is not important for me anymore. i only hope that i could do my best on studies and badmnton, and thats all what i want this year.

HApi New + year

^^

hmm....it's another school day, felt so bored..


Raining

7. 1. 2010

This is a post for my past pet [红豆]
he past away that day..

sadness..every thing around me looks so negative, no mood to study, no mood to eat.

i so wish he was still back in my life

but just like my mum said ' everything must go on, you can't look back again '

i prayed that he could live better in his after life, at least not being a hamster .

i missed you a lot, but i can't be to selfish for not letting you go